Rolling In The Deep

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love remind you of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
And you played it to the beat

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
Could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul in your hand
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
But you played it, you played it, you played it to the beat

Say . . .

I mean, I like you but it's whatever cause i know you're never gonna like me back

Don't You Remember

When will I see you again
You left with no goodbye
Not a single a word was said
No final kiss to seal any sins
I had no idea of the state we were in

I know I have a fickle heart
And a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head

But don't you remember
Don't you remember
The reason you loved me before
Baby, please remember me once more

When was the last time
You thought of me
Oh have you completely erased me from your memory
I often think about where I went wrong
The more I do the less I knowI know I have a fickle heart
And a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head

But don't you remember
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before
Baby, please remember me once more

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before
Baby, please remember me once more

When will I see you again

My Same

You said I’m stubborn and I never give in
I think you’re stubborn ‘cept you’re always softening
You say I’m selfish, I agree with you on that
I think you’re giving out in way too much in fact
I say we’ve only known each other one year
You say I’ve known you longer my dear
You like to be so close, I like to be alone
I like to sit on chairs and you prefer the floor
Walking with each other, think we’ll never match at all, but we do

But we do, but we do, but we do

I thought I knew myself, somehow you know me more
I’ve never known this, never before
You’re the first to make out whenever we are two
I don’t know who I’d be if I didn’t know you
You’re so provocative, I’m so conservative
You’re so adventurous, I’m so very cautious, combining
You think we would and we do, but we do, but we do, but we do

Favouritism ain’t my thing but,

In this situation I’ll be glad…

Favouritism ain’t my thing but,in this situation I’ll be glad to make an exception

You said I’m stubborn and I never give in 

I think you’re stubborn ‘cept you’re always softening
You say I’m selfish, I agree with you on that
I think you’re giving out in way too much in fact
I say we’ve only known each other one year
You say I’ve known you longer my dear
You like to be so close, I like to be alone
I like to sit on chairs and you prefer the floor
Walking with each other, think we’ll never match at all, but we do

I'll be Waiting

Hold me closer one more time,
Say that you love me in your last goodbye,
Please forgive me for my sins,
Yes, I swam dirty waters,
But you pushed me in,
I’ve seen your face under every sky,
Over every border and on every line,
You know my heart more than I do,
We were the greatest, me and you,

But we had time against us,
And miles between us,
The heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
But now the sky has cleared and it’s blue,
And I see my future in you,

I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll do everything different,
I’ll be better to you,
I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll be somebody different,
I’ll be better to you,

Let me stay here for just one more night,
Build your world around me,
And pull me to the light,
So I can tell you that I was wrong,
I was a child then, but now I’m willing to learn,

But we had time against us,
And miles between us,
The heavens cried,

I know I left you speechless,
But now the sky has cleared and it’s blue,
And I see my future in you,

I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll do everything different,
I’ll be better to you,
I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll be somebody different,
I’ll be better to you,

Time against us,
Miles between us,
Heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
Time against us,
Miles between us,
Heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
I know I left you speechless,
I’ll be waiting,

I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll do everything different,
I’ll be better to you,
I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll be somebody different,
I’ll be better to you.

Make You Feel My Love

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no - one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
Know there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change
Are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love, To make you feel my love

This is my way

Ini bukan apa-apa , tapi inilah caraku untuk menyayangimu IBU.

HAPPY B'DAY IBU :)

You so like my mother.
I dunno why i loving you IBU.
But, you are my second mother.

TIRED

Hold my hand while you cut me down
It had only just begun but now it’s over now
And your in the heat of moments with your heart playing up cold
I’m between the middle watching hastiness unfold
On my eyes your were smiling in the spotlight dancing with the night
The night
When I fell off your mind

I’m tired of trying
Your teasing ain’t enough
Fed up of buying your time
When I don’t get nothing back
And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don’t get nothing back
Oi I’m tired

Where’d you go when you stayed behind?
I looked up and inside down and outside only to find
A double taking punching heartache laughing at my smile
I get closer you obviously prefer her

I’m tired of trying
Your teasing ain’t enough
Fed up of buying your time
When I don’t get nothing back
And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don’t get nothing back
Oi I’m tired of trying

Your teasing ain’t enough
Fed up of biding your time
When I don’t get nothing back
And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don’t get nothing back
Oi I’m tired

Never mind said your open arms
I couldn’t help the leap that tripped back into them
Even though

Someone Like You

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

unreasonable

Here we go ! oke , tonight i just wanna share about it ..



pertama yang perlu diketahui, gue ini gak spesial dan gue gak punya sesuatu yang berharga. you know lah! about 'something' , 
mungkin gak ada yang bisa punya chemistry dengan gue. atau bisa dibilang susah bersama gue.

asal semua tau gue begini karna siapa? hah! sekarang percuma juga pake acara salah menyalahkan toh gak ada hasil pula.

yang jelas masih ada 'borok' di dalam sini. terlalu dalam! mungkin sudah parah. dan mungkin juga gak bisa disembuhkan. 

dimulai dari perkataan 'lo' yang bilang ini semua pembelajaran. fine! This is all just learning! ini mau lo kan ngebuat gue mengerti arti semuanya. tapi coba lo pikir apa ini cara baik lo? hah?

basically, it's just your alibi right? ngebuat gue seakan salah besar atas semuanya tapi lo dengan mudah berargument seakan lo yang paling bener.

abandoned, discarded and forgotten! that's what you do to me during 2 years! do you remember it? sungguh terlalu kalo lo gak ingat atau lupa ingatan akan semuanya.

ngerti gak sih lo gimana rasanya ngalami itu semua sendiri? lo pikir gue bahagia? senang? salah besar kalo lo beranggapan demikian.

I still remember when you promised to come back again! tapi apa kenyataannya? gak ada hasil, gak ada perubahan dan gak ada niatan diri lo ngebuka tangan buat gue.

gue tau kalo lo sudah punya yang 'lain' disana. dan gue speechless! mau ngebuat apa coba? 

mau nangis? sudah terlalu banyak air mata yang gue buang sia-sia., 

mau marah? percuma gak ada yang ngedenger amarah gue disini..

mau teriak? sampe tenggorokan putus pun gak merubah kenyataan..

 

jadi apa? 

cuma Tuhan gue 'ALLAH' yang bisa ngebantu gue jadi kayak gini. kuat sekuatnya menanggung beban hati dari lo!

karna gue bukan orang yang plin-plan. dan gue akan selalu megang omongan gue. lo tau , gue masih sama. gue bukan orang yang gampang menyerah. 

i'll survived! gue cuma nunggu janji lo ke gue. tanpa alasan apapun lo harus ngelunasi janji lo sendiri. 

My Memories

Anniversary month 17th

Ms. E & Mr. E

SENDIRI

Kusangka tak pernah terjadi
Perihnya hati yang tertusuk
Pada diriku yang ?
Mencintai dirimu selalu
Menyayangimu sepenuh hati
Dan kini kau pergi

Sendiri menatap bintang di langit
Tak ada teman yang menemani
Dan kau pun tak pernah peduli
Sendiri dalam gerimis dan hujan
Telanjang menggigil menantimu
Berharap kaupun menemani
Seperti dulu lagi ?

Meskipun kini kau tlah pergi
Meninggalkan kusendiri
Tapi masih kuharap
Masih ada yang sudi menemani
Diriku yang tak terkendali
Menanti dirimu

Senantiasa

Biarkanlah kuingat lagi
Masa-masa indah dulu
Walau tak mungkin ku kembali
Ijinkan ku mengenangnya

Sungguh tiada terlupakan
Kala damai bertahta dalam hatiku
Karna kau ada di sampingku

Karna kau slalu dalam hatiku
Kan bersemayam selalu
Memberi damai dalam jiwaku, senantiasa
Walau kau kini tak bersamaku
Kau kan terkenang selalu
Karna kau ada dalam jiwaku selamanya
Senantiasa .. 

Senantiasa ..
Senantiasa ..

Senantiasa ..

Sebuah Harapan

Mungkin ini tak akan terelakkan
Di dalam kehidupan
Pahit dan manisnya terus berganti
Tiada abadi

Meski yang aku alami
Kerap menyiksa batinku
Menusuk perih jantungku
Uraikan air mataku
Namun ku yakin sebuah harapan
Kan menuntunku melangkah

Di dalam penatnya hidup ini
Di sgala yang terjadi
Kupercaya dalam sebuah harapan
Kan ada jalan

Jika Kau Bahagia

Ku ingin engkau bahagia
Meski diriku tak disisimu
Jika kau memang bahagia
Dengan dia yang mencintaimu

Walau kau harus tinggalkan aku
Tinggalkan aku untuk dirinya
Dan lenyapkan kisah kita

Ku harap hanya yang terbaik
Demi kebahagiaanmu dan dirinya !

Karna ku turut bahagia, jika kau bahagia
Meskipun diriku harus terpuruk disini
Berlumur duka !!
Karna ku turut bahagia, jika kau bahagia
Meskipun hatiku harus penuh luka !!

YOU

I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you

I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without.... You!

Oh oh oh
You you you
Without
You you you
Without you..

Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're Estrange
Without you, without you

I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night
Without you, without you

I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here I'm paralyzed without you, without you

I can't look, I'm so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without... You!

Oh oh oh
You you you
Without
You you you
Without you..

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you, WITHOUT YOU

LONELY

I know that you're gonna hate me
For saying these words right now
But I ain't got no choice
I just have to let it out

Cause you see lately something's
Changed in my mind
Seems the fire within me has died
I'm a stranger to myself, don't wanna feel this wa-a-ay

You're so sweet, so lovely
But even so I let go

I don't know, I don't know
What's taking over me?

Your loving arms reach out for me
But even so I let go

I don't know

I gotta find my way home

Baby I'm sorry even now you're here I'm lonely
I'm so selfish, I ain't worthy of your heart
Wait here, and watch me walk away

I'm sorry, here's the ending to our story
When we're close I still feel like we're worlds apart
I can't stay, cause with you baby
I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely 

You didn't create this problem
All of this is my own fault
I can swear to God that I've been ready to break up from the start

When you hold me I feel so out of place
I feel trapped I wanna run away
How come when I'm met by love it makes me weak and empty?

You're so sweet, so lovely
But even so I let go

I don't know, I don't know
What's taking over me?

Your loving arms reach out for me
But even so I let go

I don't know

I gotta find my way home

Baby I'm sorry even now you're here I'm lonely
I'm so selfish, I ain't worthy of your heart
Wait here, and watch me walk away
 

I'm sorry, here's the ending to our story
When we're close I still feel like we're worlds apart
I can't stay, cause with you baby
I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

Cause I'm just another girl, who's tired of being lonely

I can't take it anymore goodbye
Cause I'm just another girl

Who's tired of it all
I just cannot stay cause with you baby

I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

Setengah

tak pernah bisa aku sembuh

tak pernah aku bahagia

tak pernah aku tersenyum

you know what ? ?

seperti burung yang ditembak sayapnya , dan dia jatuh ke bumi , hanya tersisa satu sayap yang ada dan itu hidupnya .

itu aku , hanya tertinggal setengah jiwa yang ada disini dan yang lainnya sudah hancur

tak akan pernah bisa aku seperti dulu dan semula

semuanya telah berbeda . . .

waktu telah membuatnya berubah

apakah aku yang dipersalahkan ? ? begitukah ? ?

jawab aku Sang Penguasa,  , ,

Everything is change

"...telah lama aku bertahan
demi cinta wujudkan sebuah harapan
namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu
semua rasa tlah hilang

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu
semua rasa tlah hilang

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

dahulu kaulah segalanya
dahulu hanya dirimu yang ada di hatiku
namun sekarang aku mengerti
tak perlu ku menunggu sebuah cinta yang semu

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi... "